{"id":124,"date":"2021-12-26T02:47:03","date_gmt":"2021-12-26T02:47:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/?page_id=124"},"modified":"2022-07-10T02:46:26","modified_gmt":"2022-07-10T02:46:26","slug":"indomitable-spirit-part-4","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/?page_id=124","title":{"rendered":"Indomitable Spirit (Part 4)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>Decade Four \u2013 the 1980s<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\">The Carolinas, Colorado and New York <\/h2>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\">From Classical to Eclectic<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>4.1&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <em>Be All You Can Be<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-justify has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">C-130 going down the strip<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Airborne Daddy gonna take a little trip<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Stand up, hook up, shuffle to the door<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Jump right out and count to four<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">The Army motto in the 1980\u2019s was \u201cbe all you can be,\u201d and my second assignment after OCS was to a unit that gave me that opportunity &#8212; the 82<sup>nd<\/sup> Airborne Division at Fort Bragg, NC, where I was immersed in four years of a rich, challenging, and sometimes dangerous training and operational environment. While in the 82<sup>nd<\/sup> I met another lieutenant named Miller who had trained to the brown belt level in Taekwondo. After we started working out together, several of the other soldiers asked if we would start a club and teach Taekwondo to the unit. I felt like it was a great idea and I approached the battalion commander suggesting that we allow interested soldiers to substitute martial arts training for their regular PT a couple of days a week. To my amazement, he said he thought such training had \u201cno correlation to military skills.\u201d To this day, I am dumbfounded how anyone of position, rank and experience in the US Army could come to such an absurd conclusion. But then, that battalion commander was not exactly the brightest bulb in the chandelier<a href=\"#_edn1\">[i]<\/a>. So, we were relegated to training after duty hours in an abandoned building we signed for from the supply officer. It all started off well enough, but we were competing with soldiers\u2019 off-duty time, so eventually our attendance began to dwindle, and we ultimately had to give up the club after only a few weeks. This experience provides a classic example of what happens when the leadership of any organization, be it military or corporate, will not get behind martial arts training for its employees. How foolish to not make available \u201ccompany\u201d time for developing precisely the kind of mental and physical discipline the leadership of the organization claims to want in their people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I also got a chance to play \u201cbet your bars\u201d with this same commander in an incident that would test my indomitable spirit. New arrivals to the 82<sup>nd<\/sup> Airborne Division, officers and enlisted alike, were expected to undergo a hazing ritual called the \u201cprop blast.\u201d The term prop blast was taken from the name of the wind that hits a jumper upon parachuting from a prop-driven aircraft, e.g., a C-130. Basically, it was a semi-annual, all-day, (usually weekend), fraternity-like hazing that consisted of strenuous physical exercise amid continual quizzing on details of airborne operations, all amid an attempt to get and keep the soldier as drunk as possible. During the inquisition toward the end of the day, if the \u201cboard\u201d (the guys running the event) asked you a question and you answered it wrong, you were expected to take a swig of \u201cgrog\u201d \u2013 a mixture of various alcoholic beverages. The intent was to get the soldier drunk and stumbling about, answering more questions wrong, while continuing to push the booze. All of this occurred to the amusement of other soldiers who had previously passed through the ritual. When I did not attend the first prop blast, I found myself called before the battalion commander the next Monday morning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cLieutenant Brewer, you were not at the prop blast this weekend,\u201d the lieutenant colonel declared as I stood at attention before his desk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cRoger, Sir.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cI don\u2019t consume alcohol, Colonel.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cDo you think you\u2019re too good to participate in unit morale events?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cNo, Sir.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cThen I will expect you to be at the next prop blast,\u201d he declared.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cRespectfully, Sir, I cannot and will not attend a unit event where I am required to drink alcoholic beverages.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cSo, we won\u2019t be seeing you at Stable Call [the cavalry term for an after-duty drinking session] on Friday afternoons in the O\u2019club? Is that what you\u2019re telling me?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cNo, Sir. I am not saying that. I have no problem with coming to Stable Call. I will simply order a soft-drink or an iced tea.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; The battalion commander eyed me like I was an alien recently landed on the lawn in front of the headquarters.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cSo,\u201d he said slowly, \u201cyou are telling me you won\u2019t attend the next prop blast?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cNo, Sir. I have no problem with the physical aspects, and I will gladly answer the questions when quizzed. But I will not consume alcohol. Now, if the colonel will provide a non-alcoholic \u2018grog\u2019 from which I can drink, I will fully participate with the unit.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cI\u2019m not sure I trust a man that doesn\u2019t drink,\u201d he declared, then shook his head in disgust and dismissed me from his office.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I attended the next prop blast, went through the hazing and the questioning, and when I answered a question wrong, I was sent to the \u201cgrog.\u201d But the unit had provided a \u2018special\u2019 grog just for me. To this day I have no idea what was in it, but it was nasty. It was alcohol-free, but it was at least as disgusting, if not more, than the alcoholic grog the rest the unit was forced to drink. I still have my prop blast certificate of graduation\/completion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"has-medium-font-size wp-block-list\"><li><strong><u>Lesson Learned<\/u>:&nbsp; <em>Sometimes in life your indomitable spirit will be tested not by your ability to defeat punches and kicks, but by your willingness to stand up for what you believe in and to suffer the consequences of doing so.<\/em><\/strong><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sinai.jpg?resize=238%2C591&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-125\" width=\"238\" height=\"591\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sinai-scaled.jpg?resize=412%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 412w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sinai-scaled.jpg?resize=121%2C300&amp;ssl=1 121w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sinai-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C1909&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sinai-scaled.jpg?resize=618%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 618w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sinai-scaled.jpg?resize=824%2C2048&amp;ssl=1 824w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sinai-scaled.jpg?w=1030&amp;ssl=1 1030w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 238px) 100vw, 238px\" \/><figcaption>Figure 4.1.1: Deployment to the Sinai in the early 1980s<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">With our failed attempt at a unit dojo, I was again relegated to a combination of solo training and the workouts I could get with my Special Forces friends over at the JFK Center. I found the latter workouts to be fascinating from the standpoint of encountering people who, like I, were searching more for what worked than for what looked pretty. Over the course of my time in the 82<sup>nd<\/sup> and with the 18<sup>th<\/sup> Airborne Corps, I went on some deployments (Figure 4.1.1) to places I will not specifically discuss, and I did things I cannot and will not talk about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Shortly before I was to leave Fort Bragg for training and a new duty station, a non-combat incident occurred that tested everyone\u2019s spirit and our sense of invincibility within our unit. A young lieutenant in our unit with whom I was friends had been on leave to visit his family. I will call him Keith. Keith was a good soldier, being tactically and technically proficient. He had only recently qualified for a Senior Parachutist Badge having successfully completed the required number and type of parachute jumps. He had a lovely young wife and a child less than six months old. As they were driving back to the post returning from leave, on a two-lane highway not 50 miles from Fort Bragg, a drunk driver veered over the centerline and struck them head-on. Keith was killed instantly, but his wife and child escaped alive. The sorrow and sadness in our unit was palpable. This was not supposed to happen to a paratrooper. We were taught to believe that we were ten-feet tall and bullet-proof. We had convinced ourselves that we were invincible. Keith\u2019s death was not even the result of a combat action. We were all in disbelief. The family made funeral arrangements for Keith back at his home of record, but they had also arranged a viewing at Fort Bragg for his friends and fellow soldiers. Keith\u2019s wife approached me an hour before the viewing. She handed me his Senior Parachutist Badge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cJim,\u201d she said, fighting back tears, \u201cKeith would want <em>you<\/em> to pin this on him.\u201d The lump in my throat was the size of a grapefruit. But I agreed to the task.&nbsp; A few folks said some words over Keith at the viewing and they all stood in silence as I stepped forward to his open casket. He lay there so young, so recently full of life, and I fought back tears as I pinned the badge on the left breast of his dress blue uniform. Then I stepped back and saluted him. Looking back on that event today, I still ask myself a question. How do people, who have no hope of the next life, achieve indomitable spirit in this life?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size wp-block-list\"><li><strong><u>Lesson Learned<\/u>:&nbsp; <em>It doesn\u2019t matter how young you are, how well trained you are, how big you are, how strong you are, how fast you are, how talented you are, or how successful you are. It doesn\u2019t matter whether you have a black belt, a white belt, or a JC Penney reversible belt. We are all just one distracted, inattentive, or intoxicated driver away from having our entire life changed or ended in a split-second.<\/em><\/strong><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><a href=\"#_ednref1\">[i]<\/a> To say this lieutenant colonel was a jerk would be an understatement. I shall not reveal his name, but he commanded little respect from the men in the unit. He called in each new officer and showed him a blank Officer Efficiency Report (OER). He would point to the silhouette of the lowest rated block on the OER and declare, \u201cThis guy has a mustache.\u201d Guess he hated mustaches, even those worn within regulation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong><em>4.2 &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; My Introduction to Tournaments<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Side-kick.jpeg?resize=440%2C343&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-126\" width=\"440\" height=\"343\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Side-kick.jpeg?w=801&amp;ssl=1 801w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Side-kick.jpeg?resize=300%2C234&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Side-kick.jpeg?resize=768%2C600&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 440px) 100vw, 440px\" \/><figcaption> Figure 4.2.1: During my time in Indiana in the early 1980\u2019s I appreciated the value of a strong, well-placed sidekick. Thirty-five years later, I still do. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Eventually, I left Fort Bragg and attended various types of temporary duty training. One school was at Fort Ben Harrison, Indiana, where I discovered that the post had a \u201ckarate\u201d class. And after talking with the instructor one day, I decided to attend. Even though I would only be in Indiana for three months, my time working with this instructor in Taekwondo served me well (Figure 4.2.1). It was here I got my first exposure to martial arts tournaments. I had, of course, read about tournaments in the magazines that had been my staple of information over the years, and I knew about the exploits of Chuck Norris and Skipper Mullins and Joe Lewis. But even though it was the mid-1980\u2019s and tournament competition had been going on since the 60\u2019s, I had never participated in, or even attended, a karate tournament.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">My instructor, a Captain whose name I do not recall, was reasonably talented. He seemed genuinely interested in the students, but he also demonstrated a particular interest in his students competing in an upcoming martial arts tournament there in Indianapolis. When he asked us to compete as part of our training, I am sure a large part of my willingness to go along with his request was my curiosity as to how my own abilities would stack-up against others in a competitive environment. So, I diligently learned my required <em>Chon-ji<\/em> forms, practiced free-sparring with the class, and dutifully plopped down my entrance fee on the day of the tournament. I remember my first sensation upon entering the large gymnasium complex that hosted the event.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><em>This is like a circus<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">There must have been a couple of hundred competitors, which is small by current standards, but at the time it seemed massive to me. This was an \u201copen\u201d tournament, so in addition to folks dressed in relatively normal karate uniforms, I saw people in silky kung-fu outfits with frog buttons, red <em>gi<\/em> tops over checked pants, and a couple of <em>gi<\/em> bottoms topped by sleeveless \u201cmuscle shirts.\u201d Everybody was stretching and practicing and whizzing around in seeming disorder. No wonder I thought it a circus! Our instructor led us to an area where we began to do some calisthenics and stretching, and then after checking-in our team with the judges, he explained the order of events and the line-up for the fighting and forms competition.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">My first exposure to tournament martial arts featured me fighting some guy about 6\u2019 3\u201d and 225 lbs. The idea of \u201cweight categories\u201d was a joke at this tournament. Over the years that followed this debut, I never understood why I always seemed to draw the \u201cIncredible Hulk\u201d as my first opponent! We were briefed by the referee, shown the judges in the four corners of the fighting area, each holding two colored flags that corresponded to the green (his color) and red (my color) flags tucked in the back of our uniform belt. I was later to understand this was a classic \u201cpoint\u201d karate scoring methodology, but I confess that at that moment I was just wanting to break the ice and get on with the match. So, admittedly, I did not listen very closely to the referee. We bowed in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201c<em>Hajime<\/em>!\u201d (begin) the referee shouted, dropping his hand in a chopping motion to signal the start.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">We both stood there almost motionless for perhaps five seconds, until my opponent\u2019s instructor called for him to attack. He responded and threw a front kick which I side-stepped, but I left myself out of range for a counter. He quickly closed the distance and threw a lunge-punch that skimmed past my shoulder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201c<em>Mate<\/em>!\u201d (Stop) the referee shouted. First, it felt awkward to stop the fight, and secondly when the referee began pointing sequentially to the judges at the corners for their renderings, I stood there in shock.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cPoint Green.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;\u201cNo point\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cPoint Green.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cNo point.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Then the referee said, \u201cI saw punch to the chest, POINT FOR GREEN.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><em>What in the world is going on here<\/em>? That blow scarcely touched me and was so lacking in focus it would not have hurt if he had hit me with it squarely!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cStarting positions!\u201d the referee announced, the two-minute clock on the match continuing to run.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><em>So that\u2019s how it\u2019s going to be<\/em>! I learned quickly, and the next time he tried one of those punches, I blocked it, side-stepped and actually <em>hit<\/em> the man three times. Now, I did not hit him very hard, but after awarding me an unmistakable point, the referee said, \u201cWarning to Red for excessive contact.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><em>Excessive Contact?&nbsp; That <u>tap<\/u> on the body? You\u2019ve got to be kidding!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">And so went my introduction to tournament karate. I prevailed in the match, moving on to my next opponent, but I came to the rapid conclusion that this was little more than a game of tag. We were not allowed to grab, we were not allowed to sweep, and we were not allowed to execute take-downs. I defeated my next opponent quickly. He was slow and never seemed comfortable in his own movements. But I lost the next match to a very fast fighter. I admit to being \u201cscored upon\u201d with his quick, jump side-kick and fast punches, but I was struck by the fact that the man who defeated me demonstrated zero power in this techniques. What he <em>did<\/em> do that bothered me was bounce around like a prize fighter, and I fell into the trap of mimicking his timing and I let his actions distract me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size wp-block-list\"><li><strong><u>Lesson Learned<\/u>: <em>Whether it is a tournament competition or a fight for your life on the street, never let your opponent dictate the rhythm and timing of a confrontation<\/em>.<\/strong><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Forrest Morgan puts it this way in <em>Living the Martial Way<\/em>, \u201cDevelop the ability to feel and exploit the rhythms of your opponent \u2026 Learn to time their cycles, yielding to their <em>yang<\/em> and attacking with your <em>yang<\/em> just as they return to <em>yin<\/em> (94). But me trying to understand the concepts of <em>yin <\/em>and <em>yang<\/em> at that point in my martial arts journey would have resembled a pig staring at a wristwatch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Next in this tournament came the forms competition. I watched contestants do Chinese forms, Korean forms and Japanese forms, often to the cheers of their teammates and fans. I remember thinking, <em>how can these judges evaluate that soft, circular, flowing Chinese form against that hard, snappy Shotokan form<\/em>? <em>Isn\u2019t that like comparing apples and oranges<\/em>? To this day, I still do not have a satisfactory answer to that question. However, when my time came to compete, perhaps the judges had seen all the strange forms they could stand, for they seemed to appreciate my simple, direct, <em>Chon-ji<\/em> Taekwondo form without the fluff. They ultimately awarded me 2<sup>nd<\/sup> place in my division that day. I do not recall what form I did. But I recall the satisfaction I received with the award, even if I was suspect of the judging criteria.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Despite my limited success, I recall thinking at the time how showy and superficial the whole thing seemed. I had observed way too much strutting around and calling attention to oneself. But if that is how I felt, then what was <em>I<\/em> doing there? Maybe people thought the same thing about me. My disappointment in the behavior of some participants in this tournament, and in a couple of others I observed over the years, led me later to write an article for <em>TaeKwonDo Times<\/em> entitled, \u201cMartial Arts Show-offs.\u201d In the article I pointed out how it diminished the image of martial arts training when tournament competitors pranced around indignantly, making sure they were being seen, noticed, and appreciated in all their regalia, and acting like they thought they were rock stars. Here is my question for us all: Is going out of your way to make sure everyone knows you\u2019re a bad-ass martial artist just another form of non-verbal bullying or threatening? I am not suggesting that we, who have dedicated our lives to the physical and philosophical study of self-defense and martial arts, should apologize or attempt to keep secret our skills and interests. Such a call for inaction would be hypocritical given that I\u2019m writing this book! If someone asks me about my background and interest in the martial arts, I don\u2019t lie. If someone sees a brochure about a <em><u>Chin-na<\/u><\/em> seminar on my desk, I don\u2019t freak-out and offer some 1960\u2019s herb-driven disclaimer of \u201cI\u2019m just holding it for someone else.\u201d I don\u2019t sneak around like I think I\u2019m a ninja warrior. But on the other hand, I don\u2019t wear my <em>dobok<\/em>, or <em>gi<\/em>, or uniform out to the middle of a parade field or do kata (forms) in a busy park at lunch. I don\u2019t break concrete on the back porch in just the right position for the neighbors to see. I don\u2019t wear my uniform out of the training hall and stop by the local pizza parlor for supper. (I admit it. That is one of my pet peeves. It makes me crazy to see students wandering around Walmart\u00ae in their uniform before or after class.) On the other hand, when I was on duty away from home, or when I am traveling in retirement, I seek the most isolated spot I can find to workout. Hotel rooms are usually too small, so I sometimes get up and go down to the pool area at 5:00 a.m. in the dark before everyone else gets up. I am not afraid to be seen, I just refuse to make <em>being seen<\/em> the point. I am simply suggesting that, when it comes to martial arts training and conversations, ask yourself a couple of questions, as I do, on a recurring basis. If any of these questions make you squirm, they probably should.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size wp-block-list\"><li>\u201cWhy am I doing or saying what I\u2019m doing or saying, at the time and location that I\u2019m doing or saying it?\u201d<\/li><li>\u201cDoes it reflect well on my art and myself as a person?\u201d<\/li><li>\u201cIs it designed to help and inform others, or to just make myself look good?\u201d<\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;After Indiana, I went to a follow-on assignment to Fort Carson, Colorado. So, at this point in my life, I had a devoted wife, two young daughters, a new-found purpose in the military, and I was forging an identity as a professional soldier and a warrior. I was testing my martial arts skills against others and exposing myself to new ideas, styles, forms and techniques in my quest for indomitable spirit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong><em>4.3&nbsp;&nbsp; A Veritable Cornucopia of Martial Arts Delight<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Sometimes in life you find yourself afloat in a rich environment for learning, and it is often not until you have left that environment that you realize just how special it was. When I arrived for duty in Colorado, I affiliated myself with the <em>Judo and Karate Academy of Colorado (JKC)<\/em>, a martial arts training facility that featured four disciplines: judo, karate (<em>Isshin-ryu<\/em>), taekwondo and jujitsu. The school fell under the overall leadership of Sensei Bob Salay (<em>Rokudan<\/em>). Sensei Salay, a well-respected instructor teaching since 1958, had for years been involved in both judo and the early United States Karate Association (USKA). He had helped to coach the 1980 US Olympic Judo Team and worked with the Air Force Academy judo programs. The JKC school featured top instructors in each discipline who taught different arts each night of the week. A student was expected to enroll and pursue advancement in <em>one<\/em> program, but after a period of learning fundamentals and establishing a strong foundation, students were encouraged to sample other disciplines. And so it was that I renewed my taekwondo training under Sensei Allan Milton (3<sup>rd<\/sup> Dan), and I soon received my First Dan in taekwondo under his and Sensei Salay\u2019s mentorship. We had several strong black belts in that program (Sensei Milton among the best) setting a solid example for those of us in training. This was a traditional school, so the taekwondo program drew from the <em>Chon-ji<\/em> forms that were characterized by long, deep, rooted stances which helped us to develop power. Sensei Milton resisted adopting the emerging <em>Tae-gu<\/em> taekwondo forms that featured higher stances (e.g., the \u201cwalking stance\u201d), for they seemed more oriented toward sport or what would ultimately become Olympic taekwondo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; But for all my taekwondo training and the joy and satisfaction I received from it, I found myself constantly drawn to attend class in the other disciplines. Nothing reduces the ego and places a taekwondo warrior\u2019s mind at \u201cre-set\u201d quicker than being slammed to the mat for an hour by an experienced judoka (Figure 4.1.1). And our judo program was just the venue for my re-education. It was overseen by Sensei Salay<a href=\"#_edn1\">[i]<\/a> &#8212; a strong, quick, fire-plug of a man. I relied on my Hapkido training to help me hold my own, which I sometimes did reasonably well; but most of the time I got swept and tossed around like a chew toy, particularly by the advanced students. I learned again the value of grappling, groundwork, and how to fall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/JKC-Judo-Throw.jpg?resize=296%2C430&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-127\" width=\"296\" height=\"430\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/JKC-Judo-Throw.jpg?resize=704%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 704w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/JKC-Judo-Throw.jpg?resize=206%2C300&amp;ssl=1 206w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/JKC-Judo-Throw.jpg?resize=768%2C1116&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/JKC-Judo-Throw.jpg?w=897&amp;ssl=1 897w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 296px) 100vw, 296px\" \/><figcaption> Figure 4.1.1 Shoulder Throw in Judo Class at the JKC <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; When I was not visiting the judo classes, I would slip into the <em>Isshin-ryu<\/em> karate classes where I was particularly impressed by the quick, direct, no-nonsense footwork and hand techniques. The stepping and punching in this art seemed very efficient, with <em>Isshinryu<\/em> using a fist that differs from other styles in that the punch is oriented and thrown vertically with the thumb in the 11 \u2013 12 o\u2019clock position. I began to wonder whether the traditional corkscrew \u2018karate\u2019 punch that I had spent years learning was really the best choice in every circumstance? Was it even the best choice in <em>most<\/em> circumstances? That question would vex me for years to come. But the JKC offered even more. When I really wanted to expand my parameters, I would attend the ju-jitsu class and participate in smooth, flowing techniques that used the aggressor\u2019s strength against him. I stood before a veritable martial arts banquet table, and I confess to shamelessly gorging myself like a glutton.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><a href=\"#_ednref1\">[i]<\/a>&nbsp;Over the years I lost track of Sensei Salay, but I believe him to have taught for a while in Las Vegas before retiring to there in 2000. Sensei Salay, a pioneer in martial arts in the US, died February 14th, 2019.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>4.4&nbsp;&nbsp; <em>Ordering Out for Chinese<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Sometime in 1986 I met a martial artist at Fort Carson who I will call \u201cTom.\u201d The first time we worked out together, I got my introduction to the Chinese art of <em>Wing Chun<\/em> kung fu. Just as I continued to sample the four disciplines at the JKC, I immediately asked Tom for private instruction so I could learn the kind of hand-speed and in-close fighting technique that he performed so effortlessly. Parallel with his instruction, I began to read every source on Wing Chun that I could find, and I became interested in the life and training techniques of Bruce Lee. Tom\u2019s skills, I reasoned, would be an effective augmentation to the arsenal I had been developing over the years. I had good, strong kicks as most taekwondo stylists do, and my Hapkido background gave me grappling skills. But upon closing the gap, or getting inside, I sometimes felt at a disadvantage when fighting individuals with quicker hand techniques. From Tom I learned some of the fundamentals of Wing Chun, adapting to my own style the \u201cgates\u201d for defense. I particularly enjoyed <em>chi-sao<\/em> or \u201csticking hands\u201d to learn how to turn contact into advantage, and I was impressed with the vertical punch for speed and direct attack to the upper body. After working with Tom, I found myself employing Wing Chun traps and strikes when sparring at the JKC. My colleagues there were not used to what I was doing, and they did not like getting tied up in-close and punched in the face. Where in the past I would have fought everyone at side-kick range, I began to <em>look for opportunities<\/em> to close inside, sometimes even inviting a roundhouse so I could block it and step inside. So effective were the techniques I had learned from Tom that Sensei Milton soon noticed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cWhat are you doing, Jim? Where did you get those techniques?\u201d he asked one night after sparring. I explained what I had been doing and where I had been training, and I half expected to be chastised and told not to be bringing that into the <em>do jang<\/em>. But to Sensei Milton\u2019s credit, he was a man who preferred learning and passing on what worked more than in some well-meaning, but flawed, adherence to a particular \u201cstyle.\u201d In fact, he encouraged me to share what I had learned, and even collaborated (Figure 4.4.1) on a two-part article for <em>Inside Kung-Fu <\/em>magazine where we examined the similarities between Isshin-ryu and Wing Chun, and Shaolin Long-fist and Taekwondo.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[Figure 4.4.1: Brewer and Milton show comparison in styles]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">By being so open-minded, Sensei Milton taught me the value of an eclectic approach to training. That acceptance, coupled with my study of the philosophy of Bruce Lee and others, led me to the concept of \u201cabsorbing what is useful.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u2026it\u2019s not how much you have learned, but how much you have absorbed from what you have learned. It is not how much fixed knowledge you can accumulate, but what you can apply alively that counts. (Little 114)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">The essence of <em>jeet kune do, <\/em>an approach to martial arts that Lee conceptualized and taught, is reflected in these tenants:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ol type=\"1\" class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size wp-block-list\"><li>Research your own experience<\/li><li>Absorb what is useful<\/li><li>Reject what is useless<\/li><li>Add what is specifically your own (Little 114-115)<\/li><\/ol>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">It was about this time I first read <em>Zen in the Martial Arts<\/em> by <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/exec\/obidos\/search-handle-url\/104-1701049-7117549?%5Fencoding=UTF8&amp;search-type=ss&amp;index=books&amp;field-author=Joe%20Hyams\">Joe Hyams<\/a> (Bantam, 1982), and I began to explore, in depth, the connection between the physical skills and the philosophy of life. I was off and running on what would become a life-long warrior\u2019s journey of self-defense style and technique blending. I would merge eastern self-defense and martial arts philosophy with my own western, Judeo-Christian world view. All of these would be building blocks for the indomitable spirit I seek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>4.5&nbsp; <em>&nbsp;Step Out of the Way, Son, and Let Me Run This Thing<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Perhaps it was the very fact that I had been exposed to an eclectic view of the world that I was so disappointed by what I saw and experienced at Fort Carson\u2019s <em>Ironhorse Karate Tournament<\/em> the first year I participated. The \u201cIronhorse\u201d competitions consisted of several military-related tests of physical ability and skill in a post-wide competition at Fort Carson, CO. Karate was one of the events. Upon the request of some of my fellow soldiers, I entered the competition to represent our unit (Figure 4.3.1).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"525\" height=\"347\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Ironhorse-2.jpg?resize=525%2C347&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-129\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Ironhorse-2.jpg?resize=1024%2C677&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Ironhorse-2.jpg?resize=300%2C198&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Ironhorse-2.jpg?resize=768%2C507&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Ironhorse-2.jpg?w=1297&amp;ssl=1 1297w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 525px) 100vw, 525px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[Figure 4.3.1. The author competes in forms and prepares for weapons kata at the Ironhorse Tournament in 1985]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Of course, I drew a 6\u2019 4\u201d young lieutenant as my first opponent in free-sparring.&nbsp; I won the match, but I injured my ankle in the process, leaving me slower and vulnerable in the next two matches. Somehow, I managed to prevail in the second, but I lost the third to an excellent opponent. I resisted the urge to adopt the crane stance like Daniel-son did in the <em>Karate Kid<\/em> movie released in theaters the year before. I just hobbled around and lost. But once again, what concerned me most were the rules of the game. Because it was a point-tournament, with no strikes to the groin, no sweeps, no take downs, and only \u201clight contact,\u201d this tournament was still, to a great extent, a game of tag. Something seemed all wrong about a martial arts tournament on a military post being relegated to \u201ctouch\u201d techniques that had no resemblance to physical combat. So, I decided to light a candle rather than curse the darkness. As Foghorn Leghorn might have declared, \u201cStep away, I say, step away from it, Son, and let me run this thing!\u201d And the next year I did just that &#8212; I volunteered to <em>run<\/em> the <em>Ironhorse Martial Arts Tournament <\/em>myself. And you can bet there were some rule changes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; First, I obtained a large, circular wrestling mat. Secondly, I changed the rules.&nbsp; Some of my modifications were:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ol type=\"1\" class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size wp-block-list\"><li>Punches to the face were allowed with medium contact. (mouthpieces required)<\/li><li>Everyone was required to wear hand and foot pads, head and mouth protection <em>and groin protection <\/em>given that groin techniques were now allowed \u2013 medium contact. (How is \u201cmedium contact to the groin defined? If the guy doesn\u2019t get up, it is MORE THAN medium)<\/li><li>Sweeps, throws and take-downs were allowed, and points scored if the attacker followed up with a scoring technique within 1-2 seconds.<\/li><li>No attacks to the joints and no blind techniques (that couldn\u2019t be stopped or controlled) were allowed<\/li><\/ol>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Since I was not a competitor this year, I had the luxury of enjoying the effect of the rule changes on the participants. Fighting stances suddenly began to reflect reality. Guys stopped bouncing around with their fists in front of their faces and everyone\u2019s guard visibly dropped several inches once they realized that groin contact was allowed. What I call the one-foot ballerinas suddenly stopped dancing, for fear of having that support leg swept from beneath them. Six years later I would read of a similar view of sparring in <em>Living the Martial Way<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &#8220;Realistic free sparring is, to the extent safely possible, unconstrained by rules. We warriors aren\u2019t concerned with scoring points, we\u2019re concerned with learning to win in actual combat. And combat has no target area restrictions. Never constrain your sparring by not punching to the face or kicking to the groin. More importantly, don\u2019t constrain your partner from doing so, or you\u2019ll never learn to defend against those attacks&#8221; (67).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">That year\u2019s <em>Ironhorse<\/em> Tournament was, by general agreement, the closest in years to a real fighting competition. There were even fewer injuries than in the previous \u201ctouch and go\u201d point tournaments with all the restrictions on technique. When someone stepped on the mat in <em>my<\/em> tournament, he knew he had better protect himself. It was not \u201cmixed martial arts\u201d (MMA) such as we have today, and I was far from visionary. But it was considerably better than what the soldiers had previously experienced.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Of course, we still had our share of show-offs in the forms competition. We still had to put up with the ones who suffered from an extreme need to be seen and praised. (What was that line from Billy Bob Thornton\u2019s character in the movie <em>Tombstone<\/em>? It was \u201clike playing cards with your sister\u2019s kids.\u201d) I could do little to stop that other than having a long talk with the participants prior to the beginning the tournament. However, it did little good with the some of the people, or what I call the paranoid schizophrenics with the inferiority complex \u2013 they\u2019re afraid everyone\u2019s <em>not<\/em> talking about them! But I tried. What direction the tournament took the next year after I left Fort Carson I have no idea. But for at least one year, I tried to make a difference. That would be the one and <em>only<\/em> tournament I would ever run, and I would find myself becoming increasingly disillusioned with the whole \u201ckarate tournament\u201d scene.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong><em>4.6&nbsp;&nbsp; Don\u2019t You Hate Getting Taken Down a Notch<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">That&#8217;s life (that&#8217;s life) that&#8217;s what people say<br>You&#8217;re riding high in April<br>Shot down in May<br>But I know I&#8217;m gonna change that tune<br>When I&#8217;m back on top, back on top in June (\u201cThat\u2019s Life\u201d)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Working out in that thin Colorado air probably had me in the best physical shape of my life, and just when things should have kept going well, I ran into a set-back. While deployed to a REFORGER exercise in Europe, I began to have fever and chills. I remember laying in my sleeping bag and shivering all through the night during one of the coldest winters Europe had experienced in almost a hundred years. When, after two or three days of misery, I finally went to sick call, the doctor told me I had a kidney infection. He handed me some penicillin horse tablets and sent me on my way. I eventually improved, and I had been back in the States all of two days when I woke up in the middle of the night doubled over in pain. My wife, a registered nurse, knew immediately that I needed to get to the hospital, so she started to call an ambulance. But I refused. I don\u2019t need no stinkin\u2019 ambulance! Here was a skilled medical professional telling me exactly what I should be doing, and I was rewarding her insight and professional skill by acting like a macho idiot. So what did I do? I drove myself to the hospital. How STUPID was that? I could have been killed, or, even worse, I could have killed someone else if I had passed out at the wheel. Macho morphs into foolish at some point, and I was well into the latter category when I did not listen to my wife that night.&nbsp; But I did attempt to control my breathing and I tried to keep my heart rate and blood pressure down. In those days we did not call the breath control in the martial arts \u201ctactical breathing,\u201d as it is sometimes referred to today. LTC Dave Grossman and Loren Christensen, in their book, <em>On Combat<\/em>, describe the benefits of combat breathing, and that night it may just well have kept me lucid enough to get to the hospital without causing a six-car pile-up. \u201cTactical breathing is really nothing new. The yoga, Zen and martial arts community have used breath control for centuries (329).\u201d It slows your heartbeat, reduces the trembling in your hands, can lower your blood-pressure, deepen your voice so you can speak more clearly, and \u201cbathe [you] with a powerful sense of calm and control.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">The technical term for the procedure is autogenic breathing, but in the warrior community it is typically called tactical breathing or combat breathing\u2026In a life or death situation, we know<a href=\"#_edn1\">[i]<\/a> this simple exercise can be a true revolution in human development&#8221; (Grossman 330)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Grossman speaks of one martial arts instructor and two police officers who used it in the middle of a heart attack. Well, LTC Grossman, even though I was not having a heart attack, I believe it made a big difference for me. When I was seen in the emergency room at Fort Carson, my white blood cell count in the 30,000\u2019s, and since they did not know what was wrong with me, they anticipated the worst. It turned out that the penicillin they gave me in Germany had successfully masked what had been a bad appendix. The appendix had now ruptured, so instead of getting a short appendectomy scar if it had been treated in time, I got the \u201cfull monty\u201d (exploratory laparotomy) all the way down the belly from the solar plexus to the pubic area. They just opened me up, took every thing out, removed the appendix, hosed-down my \u201cinnards,\u201d and put them back in. Then they stapled me shut like a shipping box. After the operation I tried to get my mind around how long it would take me to recover and what effect this would have on my training. They had, quite literally, cut out my power.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Exploratory Laparotomy: The incision is then continued through the subcutaneous fat, the abdominal muscles, and finally, the peritoneum. (Exploratory)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; For the martial artist, the <em>tan tien<\/em> (&#8220;<em>hara<\/em>&#8221; in Japanese and &#8220;<em>tan den<\/em>&#8221; in Korean) is considered the center of power and balance in the body. Centered perhaps two finger-widths below the navel, it is the point at which the warrior focuses his energy and power and grounds or roots his movement. And mine had been split in half like a ripe summer melon. As soon as I got through feeling sorry for myself, I began to put together a way back. Not long after my Marine doctor plucked out the stitches with the equivalent of a pair of needle-nosed pliers, I began a thirty-day convalescent leave. Slowly, a little more each day, I tried to regain the ability to flex my abdominal muscles. <em>Sanchin<a href=\"#_edn2\"><strong>[ii]<\/strong><\/a><\/em> breathing was out of the question for the immediate time, but the principles behind it \u2013 concentration, focus, centering of one\u2019s power \u2013 remained constant in my mind, and I am convinced these concepts helped me short-cut the recovery process. However, <em>danjeon<\/em> breathing, from Hapkido, I did find both doable and effective. I also figured I needed some kind of physical goal to work toward, so I decided I would do some landscaping! In retrospect, this was the second ridiculous and dangerous action of this painful period. Again I did not listen to my wife, and again I transitioned from macho to stupid by taking on a type of heavy physical labor less than two weeks post-op. After major abdominal surgery I had no business shoveling decorative rock out of a wheelbarrow. But I took it slow, steady, and managed to avoid re-injuring myself or damaging the doctor\u2019s repair. In fact, while I should have chosen a less strenuous road back, in some ways the effort helped me regain my strength enough to begin doing forms slowly and deliberately. You will notice throughout this book that I have a love-hate relationship with forms. I alternate between appreciating them and finding them burdensome. Bruce Lee, no fan of traditional forms, found them to be \u201cvain repetitions which offer an orderly and beautiful escape from self-knowledge with an alive opponent (19).\u201d However, in my recovery I found forms very helpful, and I was in greater need of careful healing than \u201cself-knowledge\u201d with an \u201calive opponent.\u201d I began focusing on using my abdominal muscles as the weeks passed, employing dynamic tension in increasing severity. And within two months I was working out in the school on my own at first, and later with the rest of the class. I worked on some weapons forms (Figure 4.6.1) with <em>bo<\/em> and <em>sai<\/em>, and I avoided direct contact and any sparring for another 3-4 months.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sai-JKC.jpg?resize=282%2C426&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-130\" width=\"282\" height=\"426\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sai-JKC.jpg?resize=677%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 677w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sai-JKC.jpg?resize=198%2C300&amp;ssl=1 198w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sai-JKC.jpg?resize=768%2C1162&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Brewer-Sai-JKC.jpg?w=872&amp;ssl=1 872w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 282px) 100vw, 282px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[Figure 4.6.1 \u2013 I worked solo on some weapons forms to gradually regain power, balance and focus]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;It was during this time that I learned to accept what I could and could not do, and what I might possibly never again be able to do. It occurred to me during my recovery that a person ought to consider aging and changes to his physical capabilities when selecting a martial art in which to train. Learning extremely athletic or unusual fighting styles in your youth is somewhat like getting a massive tattoo on your back or arms. It may look amazing when you are nineteen, but it may not be nearly as appealing or effective when you are sixty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size wp-block-list\"><li><strong><u>Lesson Learned<\/u>: <em>When considering a martial art or an approach to self-defense as a young person, pick something that wears well with time, so you do not have to learn a different art when your physical capabilities change.<\/em><\/strong><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><a href=\"#_ednref1\">[i]<\/a> For more reading on combat or tactical breathing, see LTC Dave Grossman and Loren Christensen\u2019s book <em>On Combat<\/em> (2004) by Warrior Science Publications.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><a href=\"#_ednref2\">[ii]<\/a> More recent studies have called into question the safety of \u201csanchin\u201d breathing, particularly if not conducted correctly. Some have suggested it go the way of knuckle-hardening and straight-leg sit-ups as a technique that can create long-term damage. For more information, take a look at: http:\/\/uechi-ryu.com\/sanchin-breathing-are-you-hurting-yourself\/<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>4.7<em>&nbsp;&nbsp; Traveling, Training, and Blending Styles<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">My recovery from major abdominal surgery tested my quest for indomitable spirit. But all things considered, I weathered the physical insult of the ruptured appendix reasonably well, and within six months I had basically regained my strength and focus \u2013 just in time for a mission to Central America. I cannot and will not discuss exactly what I did on that mission. I am not trying to play Secret Squirrel; it is just part of the agreement. I will tell you that parts of it were harrowing and parts of it were exciting. During some of the down time while I was there, I worked out with a fellow soldier stationed at Task Force Bravo on Palmerola Airbase (Figure 4.7.1).<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"525\" height=\"333\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Pamerola-Air-Base-Houndouras.jpg?resize=525%2C333&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-131\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Pamerola-Air-Base-Houndouras.jpg?w=993&amp;ssl=1 993w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Pamerola-Air-Base-Houndouras.jpg?resize=300%2C190&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Pamerola-Air-Base-Houndouras.jpg?resize=768%2C486&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 525px) 100vw, 525px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[Figure 4.7.1&#8211; Palmerola Airbase, Hondouras.]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">He had trained in <em>Hapkido<\/em> and the two of us spent several days swapping techniques and executing kicks into a focus mitt. On another occasion I learned of a karate class that was meeting in Comayagua and I made my way into town. Using my limited knowledge of Spanish, I managed to find the school and the instructor on a night the class was meeting. There was no more than a half-dozen students the night I showed up, and they were meeting in a small room with a stone floor and one light bulb precariously swinging from an extended, frayed cord. These karateka were clearly surprised to find this American emerging from the jungle to crash their class. To their credit, once they realized I was neither joking, nor there to spy for the government (theirs or ours), they welcomed my participation. It may have been in the middle of nowhere, but it was a martial arts class, and I enjoyed communicating in the common language of self-defense. Unfortunately, by the time I returned to Colorado I had a keepsake from my time in Central America: a case of fungus on my feet and arms.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size wp-block-list\"><li><strong><u>Lesson Learned<\/u><\/strong><strong>: <em>There are some places you will train where you ought to keep your shoes on.<\/em><\/strong><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; During the latter part of my assignment in Colorado Springs around 1986, I began researching an article for one of the martial arts magazines, and my efforts led me to a man named Matthew Bayley<a href=\"#_edn1\">[i]<\/a>. He ran a self-defense school in Colorado Springs and I was impressed by how he approached various styles of martial arts and took from them that which worked best. At the time he referred to his eclectic style as <em>Fung Mung Suse, <\/em>literally translated as<em> \u201cdance of the weapons edge.\u201d<\/em> Bayley\u2019s blended art emerged from his training in taekwondo, hwarang-do, wing chun kung-fu. and ballet. Yes, I said ballet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Most people don\u2019t understand that ballet \u2026 is the dance form of fencing. We teach that the body is the weapon and the mind is its edge. We \u201cdance\u201d the opponent into awkwardness and strike very precisely when he is most vulnerable (Brewer \u201cThe No Nonsense\u201d)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">I made careful note of how Bayley had adopted and modified the <em>bong sao <\/em>or elbow block and other aspects from Wing Chun to become an effective ingredient in his overall approach to self-protection. Gone from his system were the deep stances and elaborate traditional blocks that move across the width of the body and take so long to develop. In their place were techniques borrowed from Western boxing, e.g., slips and parries, designed for efficiency, speed, and limiting exposure. His concepts mirrored the techniques I had success with during my taekwondo matches at the JKC. Here was another experienced martial artist \u201cabsorbing what is useful,\u201d and coming to some of the same conclusions I had reached from an independent direction. I had to believe we were both on to something. \u201cA fixed system,\u201d Bayley said, \u201cforces students to adjust to the system. An eclectic program adjusts to the needs of the students.\u201d Rather than teaching his students to believe in a system, Bayley\u2019s goal was to teach them to believe in themselves. The more I read and studied, the more such an approach made sense. After all, the venerable instructor, Professor Wally Jay, had created his highly effective Small Circle Jujitsu\u2122\u201d by combining elements from classical jujitsu, boxing, wresting, judo and other arts. And while Small Circle Jujitsu\u2122 is today recognized as a complete jujitsu style on its own, it certainly did not begin that way (\u201cHistory of Small\u201d). Then, just before leaving Colorado, I read the book of Bruce Lee\u2019s philosophies <em>The Tao of Jeet Kune Do <\/em>(1975), published after his death by his wife, Linda. \u201cIf you want to understand the truth in martial arts,\u201d Lee argued, \u201cto see any opponent clearly, you must throw away the notion of styles or schools, prejudices, likes and dislikes, and so forth. Then your mind will cease all conflict and come to rest (20).\u201d That book, together with what I had seen and experienced during my years in the Rocky Mountains, helped shape my view of the warrior ethos and martial arts for many years to come.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><a href=\"#_ednref1\">[i]<\/a> Matthew Bayley has since relocated to Vail, Colorado where he is listed as \u201ca professional empty-hand and firearm close-quarter combat instructor \u2026 (and a) \u2026 a post-certified defensive tactics instructor for law enforcement, an NRA Basic Pistol, Personal Protection, and Range And Safety Officer, as well as a certified Range And Safety Officer for the 4-H. Matt Bayley would seem to epitomize the idea of the modern martial artist being the master of the weapons of his time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>4.8&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <em>Carolina On My Mind<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">While serving in Colorado, the Army had picked me up on an Order of Merit List and graciously decided to send me to graduate school with a follow-on utilization tour at the United States Military Academy (USMA) in West Point, New York. And against the advice of my then-brigade commander, and sometime presidential candidate and national defense consultant, Wesley Clark<a href=\"#_edn1\">[i]<\/a>, I took them up on the offer. So, in 1987 I began studies at the University of South Carolina in Columbia where I would spend the next two years. My family and I felt very much at home in Carolina, and once we got moved into a community and found a church, we quickly met some wonderful people during our stay there \u2013 great Americans who have remained some of our closest and most treasured friends for life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I nosed around for weeks, visiting karate and taekwondo schools in Columbia, and searching for a place to train. Perhaps my reticence to join a school was because I had been spoiled to the rich environment in Colorado Springs. Maybe I hesitated because my own philosophies were running more toward an eclectic blending of styles; but whatever the reason, I never found a place I felt comfortable. I worked out in a couple of schools, and they tried their best to make me feel welcome. First, I was not interested in returning at that time to only working in taekwondo. Secondly, even if I did return to that style, most taekwondo schools were gravitating toward the <em>tae-guk<\/em> forms instead of the <em>chon-ji<\/em> forms. I was not particularly interested in learning an entirely new set of forms, particularly at a time when I was coming to doubt the true value of practicing forms altogether! By examining other approaches to self-defense, I had come to realize that it was quite possible to become a skilled fighter and efficient technician outside the realm of traditional martial arts training and the forms associated with them. The evidence was too overwhelming to be ignored: the world was full of competent warriors who had never done (a) a <em>Heian kata<\/em> in karate, or (b) <em>Chung-gun<\/em> in the <em>Chon-ji<\/em> system of forms, or (c) <em>tae-gu sam jang<\/em> or <em>Koryo <\/em>in taekwondo<em> poomse<\/em> (the latter being yet another term for forms). My mind was in mid-pendulum swing from an early appreciation and understanding for the need for forms, to the belief that forms might quite well be a waste of time. The pendulum would swing back to a better appreciation of forms in the years to come when cooler heads and wiser teachers prevailed. But at that point I had come to believe that the primary reason most martial arts schools seemed so obsessed with forms was to provide a quasi-empirical measurement for advancement in rank instead of what would otherwise be a totally subjective evaluation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Looking back on it, that was a rather harsh indictment. But forms, it seemed to me back then, had been an all-too-convenient series of gates that students must negotiate to get to the coveted black belt. I suppose I had seen too many students wearing brown belts that could not manage to execute a yellow belt form with any power or balance. Certainly, the whole tournament showiness debacles of the 1980\u2019s had left a sour taste in my mouth. With the late 80\u2019s and early 90\u2019s beginning to feature forms set to music, people setting their weapons on fire to do a kata, and near-psychedelic uniform choices, it is no wonder I had doubts about forms training. And so, intellectually I over-reacted and decided that I did not need forms and would not affiliate with some martial arts school obsessed with the <em>kata<\/em> of the month. In retrospect, that was a mistake. But you could not tell me that then. My mind was made up. And I so hate to be confused by the facts when I have made up my mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; So, I thought about turning my backyard into a dojo, and I continued seeking out practitioners of other styles and working out with them whenever possible. However, if I&#8217;m honest, I just allowed myself to lose the edge on my techniques because I was not doing much of anything regularly, other than some gym workouts and some church-league sports. I fell victim to one of the biggest self-delusions to which experienced martial artists and warriors (particularly black belts) succumb. I convinced myself I could coast on the skills I had developed without regular training. I conned myself into believing that I was still capable of defending myself at a high level of competence based solely on the result of my past work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size wp-block-list\"><li><strong><u>Lesson Learned<\/u>: <em>Relying on martial arts inertia or depending upon the lingering effects of past training accomplishments or rank attainment in the martial arts &#8212; even when coupled with continuing \u201cinterest\u201d in the philosophical aspects of self-defense\u2014is no substitute for blood-vessel popping, knuckle-busting, sweat-slinging training in the context of other martial artists.<\/em><\/strong><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; While in Columbia, quite by accident, I came across some individuals affiliated with the YMCA. They asked if I might be willing to teach a 6-8 week course on self-defense. My study load was heavy, but I had the urge to give back a little of what I had been privileged to learn, so I agreed to the task. As I planned and outlined the course, I realized there was no way I was going to make anyone proficient in personal combat by meeting with them for 90 minutes two times a week for eight weeks. At best I could show them some simple, direct techniques that might buy them time in an assault, or create an escape path, or gain the attention of bystanders. But what I <em>could<\/em> do was raise awareness of the times, locations, and circumstances where assaults generally take place. I could have them role-play some scenarios and examine what might and might not work. I determined that rather than the course being eight weeks of just punching and kicking the air and striking shields, I would seek to expand their situational awareness and get them to thinking about their risk <em>before<\/em> an incident happened. Thus, the course I offered three times during 1988-1989 became a combination of conflict avoidance techniques, situational awareness coaching, and some actual striking and escape techniques, i.e., palm heels, elbows, knees, simple escapes from the grab, etc. After each course, students would say something akin to, \u201cWell, I really like what you taught me, but isn\u2019t there something in writing I can take with me to review in the future or share with my friends and family?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">I realized that I needed to codify what I was teaching, and also conduct some deeper research on crime statistics, threat behavior, and victim behavior. Rather than declaring something to be true based primarily on my own experience, or anecdotal oral history in the <em>dojang<\/em>, I needed a solid foundation of evidence and facts. It was here that I began to research and write what became my first book-length work, a non-fiction effort entitled <em>The Danger from Strangers: Confronting the Threat of Stranger Assault<\/em> (Plenum 1995). I closely examined Bureau of Justice statistics, FBI research and statistics, and studied the work of others in the field of conflict avoidance, rape avoidance, self-defense, and resistance against assault. But the work of the government bean counters and academicians was not enough to make me comfortable with dispatching advice in this book; so, in addition to the cold statistics, I took a more direct, personal approach to uncovering the facts. How better to discover and reveal the actions or behaviors that attract criminals than by asking the criminals themselves? For several months, I made time within my academic writing toward my degree, to set up interviews with convicted criminals and victims. I asked the criminals questions like, \u201cAt the time of your crime (rape, robbery, etc.) what was your victim doing?\u201d I asked the victims, \u201cAt the time you were attacked, and just before your attack, what were you doing?\u201d I looked for patterns in the answers and balanced them against government statistics, which led me to draw some conclusions about behavior and the likelihood of assault. It would take me several years of continuing to collect information before I would publish this book, yet I found the confluence of my martial arts training, research, and writing to be personally rewarding during my time in South Carolina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"><a href=\"#_ednref1\">[i]<\/a> Colonel (at the time) Clark meant well in counseling me against the move. I explained how I planned to get my graduate degree in English and then take a utilization tour teaching at West Point. \u201cYou\u2019ll ruin your career,\u201d he growled in a way only those of us who worked for him can fully appreciate. \u201cYou need to stay with troops,\u201d he declared. But I was unmoved. I knew what I wanted out of life and my Army career, and it did not have to be the same thing he wanted. I dug deep for indomitable spirit, and he relented and supported my decision.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"alignfull has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>4.9&nbsp;&nbsp; <em>A Confederate in General MacArthur\u2019s Court \u2013 West Point<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">When I finished my graduate work in South Carolina, I moved to my assignment with the faculty of the Unites States Military Academy at West Point, NY. My wife and I loved the area, steeped in history, and I found the intellectual environment to be stimulating. My wife found nursing work nearby in obstetrics and quickly excelled in her profession, while I threw myself into lesson plans, classroom teaching, and cadet counseling. I found a cross-fertilization between my teaching in the martial arts and my teaching at USMA (Figure 4.9.1). Instructing there, particularly as a non-West Pointer, was a privilege; and I found that the daily discipline demanded of the cadets, and the academic rigor required in the class work, drove me into greater discipline as a soldier and as a writer. I have shared previously how, for me, writing is an extension of the focus that I have so long practiced in the martial arts, so it was here that I continued researching and writing <em>The Danger from Strangers.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Author-with-comedian-Jerry-Clower-at-West-Point-1991.jpg?resize=445%2C312&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-133\" width=\"445\" height=\"312\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Author-with-comedian-Jerry-Clower-at-West-Point-1991.jpg?resize=1024%2C719&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Author-with-comedian-Jerry-Clower-at-West-Point-1991.jpg?resize=300%2C211&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Author-with-comedian-Jerry-Clower-at-West-Point-1991.jpg?resize=768%2C539&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Author-with-comedian-Jerry-Clower-at-West-Point-1991.jpg?w=1133&amp;ssl=1 1133w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 445px) 100vw, 445px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[Figure 4.9.1: The author with guest speaker &#8212; the late country comedian Jerry Clower, circa 1991]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; From the academic standpoint, I taught English Composition and Literature in the classroom during the spring and fall, and Leadership and Tactics at nearby Camp Buckner during the summer. I also had opportunities to lead some special enrichment programs, studying military history and literature at important battlefield sites (Figure 4.9.2).<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Author-with-cadets-at-Shiloh.jpg?resize=394%2C263&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-134\" width=\"394\" height=\"263\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Author-with-cadets-at-Shiloh.jpg?resize=1024%2C686&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Author-with-cadets-at-Shiloh.jpg?resize=300%2C201&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Author-with-cadets-at-Shiloh.jpg?resize=768%2C515&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Author-with-cadets-at-Shiloh.jpg?w=1249&amp;ssl=1 1249w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 394px) 100vw, 394px\" \/><figcaption>EPSON MFP image<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[Figure 4.9.2: Major Brewer (second from the right) instructs cadets at Shiloh National Military Park. It took indomitable spirit for Civil War infantry to make nine successive charges into a row of cannon spitting grapeshot and canister into their ranks.]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;I loved interacting with the cadets, both in the classroom and outside it. My wife and family enjoyed walking down the mountain from \u201cStoney Lonesome\u201d and attending Golden Knights football games in the fall. My oldest daughter would graduate from high school and my youngest would finish middle-school there. And, of course, I had to find a martial arts environment to be fully satisfied. So, I determined to work with the karate club at USMA. The \u201ckarate\u201d club at West Point during those days was a progression beyond the Close Quarter Combat (CQC) Training (Figure 4.9.3) or Combatives required of every cadet (generally in the first year). Unlike CQC, the club was designed around competition and tournament performance. The cadets in the club traveled to karate tournaments and represented the school. That is not unlike today, where currently the mission of the cadet-run West Point Martial Arts Club continues to be training highly motivated and talented cadets in sport martial arts to win collegiate tournaments.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Ray-Wood-teach-CQC-to-cadets-in1990.jpg?resize=364%2C396&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-135\" width=\"364\" height=\"396\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Ray-Wood-teach-CQC-to-cadets-in1990.jpg?w=864&amp;ssl=1 864w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Ray-Wood-teach-CQC-to-cadets-in1990.jpg?resize=275%2C300&amp;ssl=1 275w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/Ray-Wood-teach-CQC-to-cadets-in1990.jpg?resize=768%2C836&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 364px) 100vw, 364px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[Figure 4.9.3: Ray Wood teaches Close Quarters Combat (CQC) class at West Point, 1991]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">During my assignment there (1989-1992), the West Point Karate team was loosely organized around Tang Soo Do\/Moo Duk Kwan. I say \u201cloosely\u201d organized because it appeared that the martial art style governing the club\/team depended upon: <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">      (a) the style of the faculty member assigned to sponsor the program (which changed every three years or so), <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">     (b) any outside instructors brought in to teach, and <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">     (c) the variety of martial arts styles the cadets had trained in prior to arriving at West Point.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\"> But the focus at that time was clearly tournament fighting rather than street self-defense. Given my reticence about tournaments, it is a little surprising I participated with the team at all; however, I did periodically train with them. I was neither a coach nor an assistant coach. But I did share techniques with them, benefit from the cardiovascular workouts, and I enjoyed that \u201cfellowship of like minds\u201d I have described previously. On a couple of occasions, I accompanied the team to tournaments (Figure 4.9.4), offering what advice and counsel I could as they fought to represent West Point. It was at West Point, however, where I did learn a valuable lesson about training, aging, and the need to compete.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"525\" height=\"369\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/West-Point-Karate-Team-circa-1991-1992.jpg?resize=525%2C369&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-132\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/West-Point-Karate-Team-circa-1991-1992.jpg?resize=1024%2C719&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/West-Point-Karate-Team-circa-1991-1992.jpg?resize=300%2C211&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/West-Point-Karate-Team-circa-1991-1992.jpg?resize=768%2C539&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/jamesdbrewerwriter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/West-Point-Karate-Team-circa-1991-1992.jpg?w=1256&amp;ssl=1 1256w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 525px) 100vw, 525px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[Figure 4.9.4: Members of the West Point Karate team following a competition circa 1991]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">One evening I returned to our quarters after a practice with the team. For some reason that night I had broken one of my cardinal rules: I never leave the <em>dojang<\/em> wearing my uniform. I always change into civilian clothes prior to departing the building. Whatever the reason for my heresy, I came in the front door of our quarters and my wife saw me in the foyer. There was not a dry tread in my uniform.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cWhat in the world have you been doing?\u201d she asked. I gave her one of those \u2018isn\u2019t it obvious from my clothes\u2019 looks that went unappreciated. In reply she gave me \u2018the stare.\u2019 (Don\u2019t tell me you married guys don\u2019t know about the stare.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cWorking with the karate team,\u201d I replied, starting for the kitchen for something to drink.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cStop. Stop,\u201d she said as she approached me. \u201cYou look awful.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cThanks a lot.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cNo, seriously, Jim. I think you over-did it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I grabbed for some Gatoraide\u00ae. \u201cNah, I\u2019m good.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cCome over here a second,\u201d she said, deftly taking my pulse as she led me by the arm to a nearby mirror. \u201cTake a look at yourself.\u201d My face was pallid and drawn looking. \u201cYou do not look healthy. Your heart rate is still elevated.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cI\u2019m okay.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cWhat kind of training were you doing?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cWe did a lot of free-fighting tonight.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cSo, you were sparring with a couple of cadets?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cNo,\u201d I replied. \u201cAll of them.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cAll of them?\u201d she said. I just shrugged my shoulders.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cIt was a round-robin kind of thing.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cDo I need to tell you that you\u2019re not nineteen years old anymore?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cYou\u2019re a forty-year-old man, Jim,\u201d she said. \u201cYou don\u2019t have to compete with the nineteen-year-olds anymore. You could die of a heart attack.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">She then handed me my Gatoraide\u00ae, shook her head, and walked away. I stood there for a few minutes, re-hydrating and just staring at myself in the mirror. That exhausted man looking back at me seemed to say, \u201cYou know, Son, she\u2019s right.\u201d In that moment, on that night, standing there listening to my wife and looking at myself, I came to a very important realization.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size wp-block-list\"><li>Lesson Learned:&nbsp; <strong><em>There comes a point in your martial arts life that you may need to recognize the toll that time and aging takes, and you should be prepared to adjust how you train.<\/em><\/strong><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">I was in decent shape for a forty-year-old man, working out in the gym several days a week, swimming, playing basketball, doing some high-reps weightlifting, etc. But I was still <em>a forty-year-old man<\/em>. And a forty-year-old man does not have to do what a nineteen-year-old does. Their bodies are different, thus their training needs are different. My wife\u2019s chastisement led me to do some research over the next few months and I discovered some studies showing that as a person ages, they can get as much out of three days a week in the gym or in a martial arts class as a younger person can get out of five days a week. After that episode, I changed my routine. I still went to the gym, just not as often. I still trained with the cadets and sparred with them, just not <em>all<\/em> of them on the same night. Because God was kind enough to grant me health and longevity, I would discover years later that a sixty-year-old man does not have to do what a forty-year-old man does. One common theme you may have noticed throughout this book is this: of the two members of this marital (not martial) union, it is my wife who seems to more regularly apply common sense and reason in matters of health.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">Sometime during 2008, almost twenty years after I had participated with the cadet karate team at West Point, I was on temporary duty (as a civilian) at Fort Leavenworth, KS. I was stuck in a painfully long, mind-numbing meeting replete with facts and figures, presented in endless Powerpoint\u00ae slides discussing intelligence training and how to replicate the threat. After a couple of hours, we took a break. I was walking toward the coffee when a lieutenant colonel approached me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">\u201cMajor Brewer!\u201d I glanced in the man\u2019s face and then noted his name tag. \u201cDo you remember me?\u201d he asked. I hesitated. \u201cYou used to kick me around at the karate club back at West Point.\u201d Over the next few minutes of our coffee break, I had a great reunion with the young man. He told me how much he had enjoyed the training, how he continued to train, and he made me proud to have been associated with him. West Point was, and still is, a tough academic, behavioral and leadership crucible that tests young men and women right down to the bone. The demands on their intellect, moral code and spirit are intentionally high so that only the best advance to lead other young men and women in combat. West Point had challenged and tested this man\u2019s indomitable spirit.  His martial arts training had supplemented his learning and allowed that young, wide-eyed cadet to reach the rank of lieutenant colonel; and he still appreciated what the experience had done for him. Now, I did not train that much with the karate team. In fact, I was sporadic, at best, in my work with them. And I have already noted that I was neither club sponsor, team coach, nor assistant coach. But his words reminded me how important it is to treat people you meet with respect, and to impart tactically and technically correct information to them along the way. Because you may just meet them again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size wp-block-list\"><li><strong><u>Lesson Learned<\/u><em>: No matter how briefly your life path may cross that of a student in the martial arts, your influence (positive or negative) may well last a lifetime.<\/em><\/strong><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[1] To say this lieutenant colonel was a jerk would be an understatement. I shall not reveal his name, but he commanded little respect from the men in the unit. He called in each new officer and showed him a blank Officer Efficiency Report (OER). He would point to the silhouette of the lowest rated block on the OER and declare, \u201cThis guy has a mustache.\u201d Guess he hated mustaches, even those worn within regulation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[1]&nbsp; Over the years I lost track of Sensei Salay, but I believe him to have taught for a while in Las Vegas before retiring to there in 2000.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[1] For more reading on combat or tactical breathing, see LTC Dave Grossman and Loren Christensen\u2019s book <em>On Combat<\/em> (2004) by Warrior Science Publications.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[1] More recent studies have called into question the safety of \u201csanchin\u201d breathing, particularly if not conducted correctly. Some have suggested it go the way of knuckle-hardening and straight-leg sit-ups as a technique that can create long-term damage. For more information, take a look at: http:\/\/uechi-ryu.com\/sanchin-breathing-are-you-hurting-yourself\/<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[1] Matthew Bayley has since relocated to Vail, Colorado where he is listed as \u201ca professional empty-hand and firearm close-quarter combat instructor \u2026 (and a) \u2026 a post-certified defensive tactics instructor for law enforcement, an NRA Basic Pistol, Personal Protection, and Range And Safety Officer, as well as a certified Range And Safety Officer for the 4-H. Matt Bayley would seem to epitomize the idea of the modern martial artist being the master of the weapons of his time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-medium-font-size\">[1] Colonel (at the time) Clark meant well in counseling me against the move. I explained how I planned to get my graduate degree in English and then take a utilization tour teaching at West Point. \u201cYou\u2019ll ruin your career,\u201d he growled in a way only those of us who worked for him can fully appreciate. \u201cYou need to stay with troops,\u201d he declared. But I was unmoved. I knew what I wanted out of life and my Army career, and it did not have to be the same thing he wanted. 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